Passing Out

Dec.9/10 The Song Of The Day Is: “Stuck Inside A Mobile With The Memphis Blues Again” By Bob Dylan This is ridiculous and frustrating. I am too ill and too tired to write anything that makes much sense . I try and I try. The thoughts are in my head . I try to put them down on paper. The next thing I know , I am awakened by my head hitting my computer desk or my body hitting the floor as I pass out and fall out of my chair. It has taken me 3 hours to write these few lines . I am constantly passing out. The cancers are now quickly eating away at my body , consuming all of my energy and causing me excruciating pains as the earth draws me into it’s bosom. I cannot remember the last time that I slept. On the other hand I the last time that I passed out was 45 seconds ago,. I am going to try to live for another day. I have so much to say , but this clinging to life takes up most of my time and energy .BYe