TO CLOSE

Great-West Life - Vancouver Group Office
#1500 - 1177 West Hastings St.
Vancouver, BC V6E 3Y9
Phone: (604) 331-2463
Fax: (604) 688-9762 to release some of my death benefits. My Name Address Banking Info etc. is displayed along with the blog. Recently there has been 2 people in this country that have been caught trying to scam people for money under the pretense of having cancer. These people did receive thousands of dollars . This is a bad act . What gets me however is that I have been suffering with terminal cancer (diagnosed Oct . 2008) .and have had many near death experiences an am constantly suffering. I was 4 hours short of receiving sick benefits from my union and employer. Subsequently Canada Pension Plan gives me $625 a MONTH. When the blog appears an “ about me” column. My address , banking info. etc appears within. Now , almost! jokingly I ask is anyone could deposit or send 10 bucks. This has been there for almost 2 years now. What get’s me is the “scammers” receive thousands of dollars in a brief period of time . I have been putting my heart and soul out there regarding what it is like to be dying from a very insidious type of incurable Cancer , and no one has yet to see fit to help out in what is an obviously dire financial situation. Not even 5 bucks.(some loot would alleviate the financial stress) In am laughing while I am writing this. Just like politics and business , it seems that the ones that succeed are the ones that are the most dishonest. I am not complaining , I just find the situation laughable. The purpose of this blog was to document the dying experience and to give a bit of insight to those whom have to deal with a terminally ill person. The blog has also given me an outlet to express my self and unload my frustrations and fears . So actually anyone that has taken the time to read it has already given me something more than money. Because of the blog there was also a Paiute healing ceremony performed in my honor. The fact that Bob and Barbara Mora did this for I am sure has helped extend my life and has left humbled and eternally grateful. All the same I would be grateful for even 5 bucks being sent , just 5 lousy bucks for the tears and soul searching . The Song Of The Day Is : To Close/On my Way To Heaven” by “Mavis Staples”

Nov. 10 / 10 Am I going to be alive for Christmas? The cancer; I am clicking my heals now, The cancer will kill me soon however while I write this I can feel that the radiation therapy has had some effect. The pain has subsided to the degree where I am now taking only 15 mg of oxycodone rather than the 90++++ mg that was recommended that I take daily. I am able to swallow. I am starting to be able to eat more (miss women) and have stared to be able to take the supplements that I do have. Although I am lacking many that I require. I am able to walk and do some stretches . I am extremely fatigued but I can push along. I feel as if I have a bad flu , but I do not . The symptoms are caused by the toxins produced by the active tumours in my body. Even with the fatigue and severe flu like symptoms I am in heaven compared to how I have felt for the last 60 days. For over two years now when I only experience severe flu like symptoms and extreme fatigue , I consider that to be a very GOOD day. There is no life prolonging therapy available for me now.  I may be semi pain free and mobile for a few days ? , ,weeks of a few months . The prognosis at this stage remains “extremely grim” . I am going to savour every brief moment that the cancer loosens it’s poisonous claws. I meet healthy people and observe them getting upset about mundane day to day stuff that can be fixed with time and some work , or hear them complaining about pain. I am sorry , but I feel that they are behaving like woosy spoiled children . I have done some research and am close to establishing a supplement protocol with the hopes of stopping the cancer from metastasizing further . It has taken over my right lung and has metastasized into my lymphatic system. I also have something terribly wrong in the area above my pubic bone and mid abdomen , but the cancer in my lung and lymphatic system takes precedence. Sooooo !!!!!!!! In order to for me continue fighting I need some loot. Energy permitting I will wrangle with My insurance Co . regarding my death benefits. I would like use some of the money from the benefits to try to stay alive a bit longer rather than bury the majority of the money in the ground. I would like to document how the alternative treatment goes . So anyone reading this is welcome to put pressure on