Seriously

Nov.20 /10 Think hard. What was the most upsetting and traumatic experience that you have ever experienced and dealt with ? I mean a real serious !! experience. Your best friend just got mangled and died in a car accident and you had just seen or spoke with him/her. Or you were seriously abused as a child . Think and imagine how you felt then. Let’s say , that that some one that you care about deeply , your spouse , your parent or your child is with you right now , suffering and dieing. They have been suffering for a long time .You are , and have been with the person every day and every night for months and months. Your whole life involves nothing else other than being with and experiencing the misery that your loved one goes through daily. All the doctors have told you that your loved one is going to suffer , suffer to a degree that you cannot comprehend , and for the most part will continue to do so , their body rotting and deteriorating until soon your loved one’s body has , just had enough ,and they die. The whole medical profession concurs on this prognosis. Statistics also bear this out. Yourself and your loved one have battled with and have summoned the strength to accept the reality of the situation . You deal with the seriousness of medical condition and the ugly physical assaults you loved one’s body has to endure daily . You both have searched hard and have reluctantly accepted the inevitability of the dire outcome . But you have accepted it. Each day the acceptance requires strength. Each day you do not want to face reality , but you have no choice. I will finish this later .