NOV. 6 /10 Here comes the night . I am grateful for another one , but they are long. I can’t help but wonder if tonight is the night that the cancer will metastasize to my brain. All hell will quickly break loose then. I have had enough of hell already. I try not to dwell on it. I am in relative comfort. I only feel like the fatigue that a healthy person would feel if they had pneumonia or a severe flu. This much discomfort has become easy enough for me to endure and put aside . I am grateful that the symptoms are not more severe. I get sloppy sentimental during the night . God I miss women. Maybe Tomorrow (the movie “The Bucket List” is on tonight ,should I watch it? )
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