What? Patience ?

Aug.24 /10 The Song Of The Day Is : Sweet Jane as performed by The Cowboy Junkies . There are so many up’s and down’s during the day and night. What is confusing when the body goes for a crap is that I have to ask myself the following questions. Are the symptoms that I am experiencing from the cancer? Or are these symptoms from another disease , infection etc.? In the past I was admitted into the palliative care unit at the cancer agency because I mistook the symptoms of pneumonia as just another day dealing with the cancer. If I went to the hospital every time that I felt a pain as severe as a fractured rib or severe burns !!!!!! ? If I went to the hospital every time that I felt like I had pneumonia !!!!? If I went to the hospital every time that I felt like I had food poisoning!!! ? I would have to go to the hospital at least once every day , and more often than not , I would have to go a few times each day to check the symptoms out. Each day brings on symptoms that would have a healthy person running to the emergency dept. I am assuming that my situation is not much different from other people that are dealing with incurable cancer and other incurable disease. Something for the healthy people that deal with someone that is terminally ill to keep in mind .Especially during the times that the smile leaves the face of the terminally ill person. Sometimes patience flies out the window when you live by the hour. Each day I look for some comfort and/or some good and/or some beauty in-between rounds of wrestling with the effects of the cancer. Most days I find some. Bye For Now See Ya on The other Side