Decisions

April 13 /10 It tiss the night before the start of another cycle of Chemo. I stand nose to nose with mortality again. The smell of spring is in the air. The sea lions are back in close to shore when I manage to make down to the beach. These gifts bring me some pleasure and a sense of grounding. The chemo . The chemo and the anti-nausea drugs seem to make linear thought difficult. Days get stuck in eternity when the body is rebelling and the chemo and other pharmaceuticals take their effect. The chemo is not shrinking the tumours this time . Decisions ? Decisions? . I ’ll get through till tomorrow and see what the day brings. Bye For Now . See ya on the other side. The Song of The Day Is . “I Know A Place” by The Staple Singers