Friday, March 19, 2010

"Keep Movin"


Mar. 19 /10 0500 This morning I will try to be like the sun as it climbs up from behind the mountains , pulls itself up into the sky and shines for awhile. The is still no relief or much rest and do not expect any for awhile if at all. But I am working on it. The sincere dedication and care provided by the health care professionals in this small town can also only contribute immensely to a better quality of life for anyone with a terminal disease. No matter how short that life is. I feel that if I can keep moving my body then I am on the road to some comfort. The chemo and radiation therapies provided over a year ago gave me a few good hours a day for a almost a year. They do work. I would have been dead over a year ago without them. No less important is efforts on my own behalf to stay alive. I look in the mirror, The reactions from the drugs give my face a rosy , albeit flushed but somewhat youthful glow. At least in my mind. This is day 3 of the glow. I will call it my cancer glow. The red glow from the sun is coming up from behind the mountains as the sun makes it’s way up. I will watch it’s rebirth today from behind the glass as the cool morning air is painful on the skin. The effects of the drugs and cancer make it difficult to concentrate or write about much else than the immediate experience of those effects . They are consuming . For that I apologize. There is much to say. On till tomorrow I hope. Bye for now . See ya on the other side. The Song of The Day Is : “Some Kind of Wonderful” As done by Buddy Guy on His “Feels like Rain” Cd/Album A bright cheery song.

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