Sun. Nov.8/09 I try to sleep , wait for the pain or nightmares to awaken me. Mon. Nov. 9/09 I am afraid that I’ve slipped into a hole that I won’t be able to pull out of. Just waiting to die soon. I am not feeling sorry for myself only being realistic. There is no way that I can put myself in the position to get out and enjoy anything and am tired of banging my head against the wall trying. Bye for now
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