Dam The Torpedoes

Sat. Oct . 24/09 Dam the torpedoes and forget about the DR.s for awhile. I am going to get out and get moving. If I overdo it and suffer for it or fall down at least I have gotten out, watched the sunrise and smelt the sea air. I am a statistical anomaly now. My extensive stage small cell lung cancer was diagnosed in an advanced stage. A year ago without therapy I was given only weeks to live and only a few months with therapy. I am getting angry with this disease and am in uncharted territory as far as modern medicine is concerned. My cancer is a powerfull advesary and my body seems to tease me with bit of relief at times then thrusts the knife back in so to speak. There are too few tomorrows so if I have to pay dearly for lving today so be it. I am going to love as much as I can, speak my mind when I have something positive that should be said, bask and venerate in the sight of the beautifull women and push my body as far as it can go. I do not want to be selfish but I think that I can wrestle a few more good days from this thing that we call living.I still have dreams , sweet fantasies and questions about this life that I want to find answers for before I die. So I am just going to refuse to die quite yet. Excuse me while I kiss the sky. Bye for now. The Song Of The Day Is “Crazy Love” Performed By Aron Neville This song brings back memories of the generous sharing that some women have bestowed upon me. The Quote of The Day Is. “ Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today “ By James Dean