Sun. Oct. 18/09 The Song Of The Day Is: “All I Want” By Joni Mitchell This song brings back memories of extended travels across Canada . The people , the places and the memories of basking in Canada’s geography . The Quote of The Day Is: “Death - the last sleep? No, it is the final awakening” by Walter Scott 0700 Today just feels empty. I have been here before and hope that I can pull out of this lethargic state. Finding energy is always a problem. I am not in too much discomfort today so it is unfortunate that I am not in a better state of mind. It is difficult to pull myself out of the doldrums when I know that I am close to being dead. I think my reluctance to take pain medication has paid off. I am always in pain ,a lot of the times severe. I have been tolerating constant pain for over a year now and it is becoming just another sensation. I hope pain is going to give up on me soon . I keep trying to ignore him , you would think that he could take a hint. Unfortunately the acceptance of the misery can adversely affect my attitude and mood .But I do work on that also. Gotta get into the positive. This down state of mind has to end. All body parts are working so I should be grateful for that at least. Love
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