Mon. Oct.5/09 0547 The Song of The Day is : “Troubled Land” by John Mellencamp ( I need a song with a beat to it get going this morning) The Quote of the Day is “An education about the ways of life makes one aware of the knife ,experience makes one feel the blade” by Azab I keep record of all my ailments for what is becoming an increasing no. of doctors , by the time I document all the symptons and pain I am almost to burnt out to do anything else. People and possesion ,I am still always surprised at how much people work for and are possessed by their possesions .Here in North America we have most definitely become a society where trinkets are more important than people and peoples lives . 0720 Going outside to say my prayer of thanks for another day to the big Guy/Girl 0750 God I miss female companionship and all the implied comforts . The cancer is killing me from the inside out , outwardly I don’t appear that ill . My hair has all grown back since the chemotherapy , I have managed to maintain my wieght and I can caress a womens soul with words like there is no tomorrow , in my case no tommorrws is a fact rather than a empty saying. Unfortunatly I don’t like to lie and a person in my position cannot offer any tommorrows but just the sincerity of today. Tired of keeping quiet - enslaved by hypocritical manners - peace be peace - love be love - death be death -
beauty be beauty -no preconditions -no limits -no fine print -souls dripping in comfort. Azab
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