Tues. Sept. 8/09 Wed. Sept. 9/09 Sometimes I wonder that when so many people have suffered and are suffering why my pain seems so significant. Todays song is Fortunate Son by CCR Todays quote is “ MAY YOU LIVE ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE” As far as my cancer goes , it is spreading and is more painful by the day . Somedays I try to imagine the pain and suffering that other people have endured in order to make my suffering seem less significant. Gonna get into the positive today even if it kills me .