Tues Sept.16/09

We work for our tomorrows and with luck and planning our efforts come together and we start having periods of positive and pleasant experiences . Monetary planning ,time and energy given towards establishing relationships , time spent educating ourselves developing philosophies and beliefs all contribute towards our future experiences . I have run out of tomorrows and am confused as to how best spend my time before I die in the near future . Indulging in earthly delights (doing a line of coke off a sweet womans ass) would only provide temporary enjoyment and being spiritual would mean that I would be spending my last days concerned about what will happen to my soul when I die .I’ll be spending enough time in that other place when I die soon anyways ,so Iwonder if ther is some kind of penalty for wasting my last days pondering this dilemma.