Wed. Sept . 23/09 I guess God has figured that I still haven’t suffered enough , started coughing up copious amounts of blood which means the cancer is advancing nicely , This time the advance of the cancer will kill me . I have spent too much time chasing money and havn’t really made my peace with whomever my maker is . The discomfort and pain has been going on for too long and every day God gives me a new physical and emotional pain to deal with each day. If he/she keeps stacking pain and suffering up on my shoulders somethings gotta give way. 0645 Gotta go out and say my prayer of thanks ? Etc. , it is a goergeos morning and my legs and eyes are still working. The song of the day is ; “Light My Fire” performed by Jose Feliciano . Just because I like it. The Quote of the day is; “It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis” by Margaret Bannano Dying by cancer is an insidious way to die. Death should come swiftly like a thief in the night and not be a prolonged process of exponential suffrering.
My name is Josephine Titchard Lyons, and I come from Tollesbury, Essex, England. I have with me an out of body belligerent, nasty, anxious, worried man. He won't (cannot) leave me alone. He needs to be in Heaven, but I haven't a clue how to get rid of him. If you can do anything to help, bearing in mind that God is also calling you, then I would be very grateful.
ReplyDeleteBless you for the rest of your life, here and in the hereafter. May you have happiness daily.