A Few Hours Painfree

Feeling Lucky that God gave me aother day.

Fri. Sept.18/09 My cancer is progressing along nicely as I am not doing so well. The pain is so severe that during some bouts dealing with it I find myself thinking that I would be better off dead then feel guilty for thinking that way. Sat. Sept. 18/09 Spent most of thr day at emergency at the hospital yesterday , the pain had become unbearable and I was concerned that the cancer had metastasised into my spine . Fortunately it had not and the reason for the pain was that some of my discs had degenerated and my prostrate was enlarged. Again god got things backwards , as one gets older the prosrate should shrink for comfort and the penis should grow larger for fun. A good outcome was that the Dr.s found a way of treating the pain with non narcotic pain killers. The only odd thing about the drugs for pain that was prescribed was that I have to take one drug to in order for me to take the pain drug (and they are both damm expensive) and I can’t help but wonder why the drug company couldn’t combine the two as they are taken together, to double the profits I guess. Song of the day is “Already Standing” by The Eagles . Although it is a piece of fluff I still enjoy it. The quote of the day is .”AT THE END, IT’S NOT THE YEARS IN YOUR LIFE THAT COUNT. IT’S THE LIFE IN YOUR YEARS” ABRAHAM LINCOLN As an afterthough , it is sad that Americans and their politicians have lost the integrity that their forefathers possessed. Few of the former having any morals or integrity whatsoever and the latter being brainwashed by the former. Gonna get into the positive by hook or crook today , should be easier than usual bcause I wil be out of pain for a few hours.