Mon. Aug. 31/09 0505 This day is a bit of a milestone . I like many Canadians I cherish my summers and all the memories of summers gone by . I , like most people in Canada try to pack as much living as possible into my summers , lots of travel , loves , socializing and new experiences . Today is considered the last day of summer by most Canadians, For myself this is the last day of the last summer that I will ever see and plan to wax nostalgic all day long. As far as the cancer goes , I am sure it is doing quite well as I am not , a whole new set of pains woke me up this morning . Back to the cancer clinic tomorrow , but they have already said that there is not much sense in any more treatment , I guess they just want to practice what someone would call “due diligence” and comply with their protocols but as far as I am concerned if they have made up their minds that any more chemotherapy or radiation is not going to prolong or increase the quality of my life they could have just shook my hand and said goodbye months ago. For now I am going to try to enjoy the last day of the last summer of my life. I wish some one would send enough loot so that I could do a line off some sweet woman’s ass . The song for the day , again is “the weight” by the Band , it was going to be Taking Care of Bussiness by Randy the uke ,but the song although good has been overplayed ,good for Mr. Bachman , bad for the ears . Radio stations can sure ruin a lot of fond memories with play lists , not to mention advertising , the artist being the one responsible for the latter, Mr. Young being the only exception that I know about . Mr Young being the only artist from that era with that stature that” kept the faith “so to speak . The discomfort from Cancer is 24/7 . It never f--------- lets up . One thing that I am thankful for is that there are not any young ones at the cancer clinic as they have their own hospital . I know first hand what they are going through . I can almost get a handle on my pain and discomfort but I don’t think I could handle seeing the young ones suffering in the same way. They are exceptional.